It's been a while since i last blogged. it's valentines day tomorrow...i think it's stupid. like why do you need a day just to show someone you love them? why not show them everyday? maybe i just feel this way since i have no one to share it with. maybe it would mean more to me if i did have someone to share it with. on a good note, when it's over... i'm raiding the valentines day section of the stores! get all the goodies i want! :D

so i have this mix emotions towards this someone. i dont know if i like him or not. i probably do, and i just dont wanna admit it to myself. it's kind of complicated, i dont know. everytime i talk to him, it makes me smile. maybe it's just a crush?

is it wrong? the feeling of lust and desire. how can one make you feel this when your mind is telling you different emotions? so complicated, i dont even know if that made sense. it probably doesnt.

so there's this other guy, i dont know what i feel about him either...i haven't spoken to him in a while. he's also a tease. i dont know. i wonder why am i so teasable? why do i always fall for these guys? ugh.

desires. i know for certain it's not love...yet? idk, dont wanna go down that road again..

"The only thing wrong with love and faith and belief is not having it." - Haley James Scott, One Tree Hill