Monday, April 2, 2012

you sure know how to make a girl feel special

For so long I've been dreaming on finding that special someone. That special someone who will be there for you no matter what; that special someone who will always be by your side through good times and the bad. For so long I thought to myself, when am I ever going to find this special someone. This special someone who truly cares for you and will do anything he can to keep you safe. This special someone who will never ever hurt you in any way. Does this person exist? Are they only images portrayed in stories and movies. I convinced myself that there is no one like that for me. Boys are all the same. They will hurt you, play with your heart. They will deceive you, and tell you things you want to hear. There is no such thing as a nice guy!

That's what I thought.

My thoughts about that changed when I met him. I have never in my life felt like this before about anyone else. The way he makes me feel is like a bird who's flying for the first time. I can't stop thinking about him. Every day and every night, my mind is completely flooded with thoughts of him. 'what is he doing?' 'does he think of me as much as i think of him?' I can't be the only one who feels what I feel. But this feeling, it fills me up with happiness. I'm SO happy. The kind of happiness I never felt before. A different kind of feeling that makes me feel like I'm living in a dream. A dream come true, like the ones that only existed in fairytales. He envelops me with joy and I don't think I could live without him. He is an important person to me. I can't even imagine losing someone like him. I don't know what I'd do if I did.

My heart flutters and my stomach has butterflies whenever I'm around him. I get the warmest feeling when I'm with him. I love being in his arms, so close to my heart. My heart feels so alive. I like him so much, it's inevitable. He's my best friend!

I feel like I can tell him anything. I trust him with everything and I know know that he would never betray me. As silly as this may sound, almost like a little girl's fantasies, he means the world to me. He's everything I could ever dream of! I wouldn't ask for anything more. He's perfect just the way he is.

I feel like the luckiest girl in the world because I know that now, I've found my someone special.

"I just want to spend every possible minute of the rest of my life with you," - Peeta Mellark, Catching Fire